Relations relate to profound wisdom

Man is born free and he is not condemned to be not free. Man has choices and that is his freedom. When there is no freedom there are no choices.

Today it is strange staying in a relationship with all the past memories. I lay awake on my bed running through the details of exotically beautiful memories. I feel high tides of expectations rising inside knowing if i serve them i will be drowned. Life is sometimes disoriented where i find myself like an emotional iceberg, terrified of my own feelings. People say " Keep your feelings to yourself, don't ever show anyone your disappointment." For me this statement is not worth denying, but is it the only solution?

With this solution are we not heading for a boring and ordinary life. We all have feelings of impending doom at times and feelings about God giving us only one way out. But there's always more than one door.

I believe we resist the solution, because we cant see it from our vantage point, but it's there. We are like the bird that gets caught in a house and keeps flying into the glass window when if it would just move a few feet to one side it would find an open door. There's always a way. But sometimes we need to trust in others to show us.